I'm incredibly stressed out; to the max. With maximum stress acne attacks, all nighters, crashes, and an endless schedule, it seems like there is a never ending schedule of things to do.
However... despite it all. I am so, incredibly happy and content. Amidst all the craziness, i sometimes take a breath away from it all, sit back, and realize how blessed i am. During these early mornings (its 3am right now, and I'm cramping majorly right now but whatever), these silent, quiet dark mornings where I sit by myself and my roommates are sleeping... and listening to classical music while I do my work... is sometimes the most beautiful and fulfilling moments I can ever have.
Sometimes its not about the craziness, the drinking, the endless laughing with friends... even though that is a big part. But having time alone.. to think, breathe, and just sit... makes me realize how time can just slow down, and the world embraces you with all these great feelings and thoughts. Thank...whoever it is up there... for this life I have. I might not have everything, physically or emotionally, but you give me enough for me to discover on my own.
Thank you.
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